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Not Dead Yet........ *sigh*

Sun Jul 26, 2009, 11:28 AM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Watching: a broken tv
  • Playing: on Meh laptop
  • Eating: i've stoped eating
  • Drinking: only water for my pills
lol yeah i'm not dead ......well maybe only half 8D

i've just had alot of stuff going on with oliver and his family. his dad got hit by a car and was in the hospital so i was with him then going 2 see him. olivers mom had a nervous brake down and oliver's been very upset lately and i can't help but 2 think it's my fault.

then i've tried killing myself because theres 2 much on my shoulders. that only seemed 2 make things worse and i've been getting very angry so i was in anger management.

yeah so my head hurts and i'm getting off now.
i'll try 2 get on again but my depresstion piss make me sleepy.
and my mom and oliver been watching me alot like i'm going to spaz and rip the stiching out of my arm.

so bye for now and if i mad anyone worry i'm sorry.

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:iconpyros-dream:
~pyros-dream Sep 27, 2009, 9:13:57 AM
where the fk are you??!!!!!
im not the only one worried!!!
dude??? where the fk is your face are you okay? are you alive??
at least say somthing ...anything ....:hug::hug::hug:hug:

Im really worried...

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~YupiYay Sep 22, 2009, 10:23:41 AM
Hey, how're you? ^^

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~HELLANDHALOS Sep 14, 2009, 12:16:27 PM
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~HELLANDHALOS Aug 29, 2009, 8:18:14 AM
Come on, please send me a message back. I'm going through a lot of shit right now and you're making me super worried. I hope you're doing ok. Let me know what's up.
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~guitarlover333 Aug 24, 2009, 4:43:59 AM
I'm worried bout you, you okay? :hug: Hope you are :]

Miss ya :glomp:

xoxo

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:iconhellandhalos:
~HELLANDHALOS Aug 21, 2009, 9:12:50 AM
Hey dude there's once again no response.... you're scaring the shit outta me. Are you ok now? What's going on?
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~HELLANDHALOS Aug 7, 2009, 2:33:55 PM
Hey dude I'm really starting to worry about you....okay, that was a lie, I've been worrying about you. Please send me a note or reply to this or something. We can talk. I know it helps sometimes to just talk. Please don't do anything to yourself. :hug: I really care about you. I love you like a totally amazing older brother. So be a good boy, okay? :hug:
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~HELLANDHALOS Jul 30, 2009, 11:02:40 AM
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I'm so sorry. I had no idea all this was going on. I wish I could do more than send you a note but I hope it helps a little. Please feel better and if you need to talk or if there is anything I can do, just let me know :hug:
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~pyros-dream Jul 14, 2009, 7:37:51 AM
two weeks??!!!!

im fearing the worst...
I hope your okay :hug::hug:

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I am a drinker, with a writing problem!
In a world of make believe, they dont believe in me...
:icongerardismylover:
~gerardismylover Jul 26, 2009, 11:15:03 AM
meh i'm fine just had a lot of stuff going on..... 8)

HUGZ i've missed u <3
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